#Anyways the unit opposite to ra*bits concept wise is not undead it's crazy:b

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I mean i know mika's anger at nazuna is kinda irrational but i can kinda see where he's coming from. Like, shu was able to let go of nazuna way quicker because nazuna was a pretty doll for him, not a human. But to mika, nazuna was an older brother. And as an orphan (and especially an older orphan who had to give up a lot of things to the younger kids at the orphanage) having an older brother figure to rely on is a huuuge deal. Shu was straight up unapproachable to mika so mika latches on to nazuna for dear life and nazuna being the angel he is lets mika call him "Nazuna-nii". Literally mika was like the first person nazuna "had custody" of, so when nazuna abandons valkyrie, he's not just abandoning valkyrie, he's abandoning mika as well, which is a huge hit to mika's already non-existent self-esteem. And then nazuna goes on to basically adopt three other kids? All of whom call nazuna "nii-chan"? That's just adding salt to the wound. Poor mika.

I know mika always, like, called nazuna a "traitor" and makes it a valkyrie thing but i feel like it's a way more personal thing, however he refuses to admit to that because either 1) it hurts too much and/or 2) mika has no sense of self outside valkyrie in the early stories and that's what he projects himself onto.

The thing about Nazuna is. He never catches a break. He was a church choir singer. He had a chuuni phase. The school Casanova thought he was a girl and hit on him. His height capped at 160 when he was 16. His voice changed when he was 16. He was emotionally and physically and lowkey sexually harassed by his boss (don't cancel the boss tho it's complicated). He coped with the above by going non-verbal. All this happened while he was the lead singer of his unit btw. The most important performance of his life was sabotaged and everyone found out he was lip syncing. He left his unit and the local theater kid immediately made him a single father of 3. Two of his kids have anxiety and the last one ADHD. He joined the Broadcast Club so The Sabotage would never happen again but the club has a whopping 2 other members, both of which have anxiety and are his juniors, so he might as well be sharing custody of them as well. He gets a lisp when he is angry which is bad because he is So Angry All The Time and it makes him look more like a kid. His new unit's debut show had an audience of two (2) people. They got flat broke from this. He spent his entire third year of high school jobbing. He was the second oldest student in school and his first year kids were all taller than him anyway. His ex-coworker directs all his misplaced anger towards him. He's in college. He got dragged out of his break and into the most important idol event of the year due to fan demand and is Completely out of practice. He moves into the company dorms because hey free housing and is assigned the dynamic of stopping Roommate A from convincing Roommate B to eat chalk. No matter what Nito does things just Keep Happening and it's honestly a miracle he didn't stab someone yet